I have a task ahead of me. I almost said enormous task, but I don’t want to give it that much power. It needs to be done and I can do this.
Elizabeth Kenny said, “He who angers you, conquers you.” I agree. I’ve broadened that idea to “He who aggravates you, conquers you.” I’m tired of being aggravated. It doesn’t happen easily, and when it does, it’s bad. There’s a lesson in it to be learned, somewhere. Because the same annoyance keeps turning up. Different name, difference face, same irritating personality. It’s driving me crazy.
I read and listen to Abraham Hicks. If you’re familiar with the material, you’ll recognize that I supposedly invited these irritants into my life over and over again by my vibration. How the hell I managed that I have no idea, because I can’t recall any thoughts or feelings that match this. Really, everything was fine. Until…
Unless I really don’t understand the power of focused thought. If the buffer is way larger than I imagined, this may be the result of thoughts that go way back. Ugh.
So, now I need to figure out how to undo it. Stop caring. Let it go. Move on. Way too much in my life to focus on, give thanks for and be happy about. Change the vibration and the manifestation will change with it.
Just like the scene in Nightmare on Elm Street when Nancy said to Freddy Krueger, “I take back all the power I ever gave you. You’re nothing. You’re shit.”
I take away your power. You will not conquer me.
I’ve been told that that which we hate the most in others is that what we hate in ourselves. I try to remember that, and when someone is rubbing me the wrong way I try to figure out what hated part of myself is being highlighted in this person’s behavior. I’ve learned some startling things that way.
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I’ve heard that too, but honestly can’t see it. But I’m sure that’s true in some cases.